But the concert, and today have proven what I already know - I'm a coward. Not in everything, but in certain things. My mouth doesn't work the way I want it to many, many times. I have a hard time letting my brain shut down sometimes, and that seems to be one of the biggest problems. My social anxiety can be a crippling thing, and while I hate it, telling me to "Get over it" or "Just do it" ain't helping. It's really just something I live with. And, at times, I'm fine with it. I know what I can or can't do, and I just deal with it.
And, yes, this is a completely depressing post, but it's really just for myself (and possibly the seven followers I have on here), since I won't advertise this post on any social network.
Oh, and this video is the main reason why I wanted to see the band in the first place. My love of choreography and the bright colors make this massively addictive.